moody~

1st December~
finally~ it is december..
january is coming soon~
and i know it~
telling myself, be tough, all will be well soon..
but i dont have the confident that all will be well soon...
so scared now..

sometimes i really dont know what i m scared for..
just suddenly feel scared..
stressed? maybe...

life without u...
i m used to it d..
n i know ..
i do it very well...
i m proud with myself..
just sometimes dont know how to face u..

i still on the way learning how to face betrayer..
give me some time...
n i swear..
i can do it!!

x facing u by smile..
but i will try...

btw, 21st december is coming soon~
still rmb our promise?
we promise each other wanna write letter..
last letter before the world end..
i write d..
and finally i finish it..
u?

haven right?
i so understand u~
i m so sure u had totally forget about it d right?
is ok u forget my letter...
but please dont forget ur letter to ur parents,
and your original lover too..
haha...

is time for u to tell her ur feeling when u are in secondary school...
if u still dint tell her,
u got the chances anymore?
dont let urself regret one day in the future..
regret is the most painful things in the world..
i had been surrounded by regret very long d..
till now..
is so hurt when u regret..
so promise me,
dont let urself regret can??