DaTE!!

25/3/2013
it would be tomorrow...
and finally this day is coming soon...
my third injection of HPV...
3 injection in half year...
this is my promise to you...
to have the injection...
and tomorrow...
finally i will done all my promise to you...

all these time..
although i scared injection...
is so pain to me..
but for you..
i did it...
coz that is my promise to you...

i know well...
the injection is for my own good..
but i still scared...
coz it is painful..
if not you,
i wont get the courage to take the injection..
so thank you~

26/3/2013 is coming soon too..
2 more days...
then is half year d..
half year is enough for me d..
right?

i used 3 months time to fall in love with you..
and used almost 23 months to be with you...
but u used 2 weeks to fall in love with others...
so now..
i am using half year to forget you..
enough ady right?

using 3 month to fall in love ...
and now using double of the time to forget the past...
really enough d isnt?

i should let myself off d..
after all these time,
i always thought that i d walk out from the past..
but in fact i dint isnt?
the feeling is so suffering...

the past is making me dont have the courage to accept the new people..
welcome new people to my life..
coz is so hurt..
the past..
i scared the same things will happen again...
so i not dare to ask for a clear answer..
i scared later i will lost one more friend..
just let the 暧昧 condition continued..

but i tired d..
always let myself trap in the past...
and wont let myself off...

the 3rd injection would be the last time..
after fulfill my promise to you..
i will let myself off..
hope that i can make it..

两个人的单人阳伞，不觉得太拥挤了吗？
this is my feeling now..
is too crowd the world of two people..
so alone would be a nice choice for me..
although many people telling me that i could never be independent...
or be alone..
but at least i should have a try isnt?

2 more days..
and i will welcome a new me to this world...
hope that this time..
i can really make it..
let myself off...
XD